ADD

I constantly forget what you're talking about. This is because of my absentmindedness. I'm distracted from the conversation, because my brain is building new labyrinths of thoughts and I'm afraid of getting lost in them. I hide bad emotions from you because I am afraid of being rejected. Smile is my mask. And despite the fact that there are no obvious reasons for experiencing, I am constantly worried about bad thoughts. I am lost in space and time. Recently, I often open my eyes in the dark. Instead of an alarm bell, I wake up because of my own scream. My emotions are uncontrollable and inexplicable, I feel that they drag me into emptiness. I will not tell you about the fears that torment me at night because they are unfounded. My painful pride does not allow me to look paranoid in front of you. I don’t have enough courage to ask you for help, so my demons will remain only mine, and they will tear my soul to pieces. In my uncertainty, attention deficit disorder is to blame…

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